I’ve been through that shit. I haven’t been through crazy bullying like my capital city friends had, but I’ve been through that fucking shit about the cool guys and shit.
When you ask them something and they ignore you. When they don’t give you a chance because you’re “number two”. When they make you convince yourself that you’re useless and you can’t be “happy” like them, and they don’t see how you fucking hate yourself and you struggle to be like the people who see through you. I’ve been through that shit in junior high. I don’t just survive high school—I LIVE it right, now, I’m NOT going to let it happen to my college life. If you think you can be dominant and shit, go jump from the eiffel tower and fuck yourself.
Ya Tuhan. You’re the reason why I’m in, and you’re the reason why I’ll be out.p